SOR JUANA Inès de la CRUZ
I approach and I withdraw
I approach, and I withdraw:
who but I could find
absence in the eyes,
presence in what's far?
From the scorn of Phyllis,
now, alas, I must depart.
One is indeed unhappy
who misses even scorn!
So caring is my love
that my present distress
minds hard-heartedness less
than the thought of its loss.
Leaving, I lose more
than what is merely mine:
in Phyllis, never mine,
I lose what can't be lost.
Oh, pity the poor person
who aroused such kind disdain
that to avoid giving pain,
it would grant no favor!
For, seeing in my future
obligatory exile,
she disdained me the more,
that the loss might be less.
Oh, where did you discover
so neat a tactic, Phyllis:
denying to disdain
the garb of affection?
To live unobserved
by your eyes, I now go
where never pain of mine
need flatter your disdain.
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supplications, ardor and insomnia; It increases with risks, quarrels and rejections; It feeds on tears and pleads
Love remains itself amid cloudy veils, until, with insults or with jealousy,
it quenches its own fire wit hits own tears.
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by your decree, Fabio, and don’t appeal, resist or flee the wrathful judgment, hear me, for there’s no culprit of such guilt should be refused confession.
my breast has caused offence to you, I stand condemned, ferocious one. Does uncertain news, not fact, achieve more in your obdurate breast than experience of so many truths?
why not believe in your own eyes? Why, reversing the sense of Law, deliver to the rope my neck? You’re as liberal with your rigours as meanly strict with favours.
kill me with your wrathful eyes. If I serve another care, let your implacable anger serve me. And if another’s love diverts me, you, who’ve been my life, strike me dead.
never be delight in our mutual looks; if with another I engaged in pleasant speech, let your eternal displeasure point at me. And if another love disturbs my sense,
chase out of me my soul, who’ve been my soul.
my unhappy lot, my only wish is you allow me choose the death I like. Let my death be of my choice, for your mere choice
continues me in life.
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El Sueño
/ The Dream
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Nature lifts and lowers
one, and then the other, of her pans,
distributing her several chores—now
restful leisure, now gainful activity—
on the imbalanced balance with which she
rules the world’s complex machinery
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Man, in sum, the greatest marvel
posed to human comprehension,
a synthesis composed
of qualities of angel, plant, and beast,
whose elevated baseness
shows traits of each of these.
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To Her Portrait
This that you see, the false presentment planned
With finest art and all the colored shows
And reasonings of shade, doth but disclose
The poor deceits by earthly senses fanned!
Here where in constant flattery expand
Excuses for the stains that old age knows,
Pretexts against the years' advancing snows,
The footprints of old seasons to withstand;
'Tis but vain artifice of scheming minds;
'Tis but a flower fading on the winds;
'Tis but a useless protest against Fate;
'Tis but stupidity without a thought,
A lifeless shadow, if we meditate;
'Tis death, tis dust, tis shadow, yea, 'tis nought.
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Prologues to the Enigmas:
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A vuestros ojos se ofrece
este libro, por quedar
ilustrado a tanto sol,
digno de tanta deidad.
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Tan feliz será leído
que ufano dilatará
los instantes de atenci´on
a siglos de vanidad.
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Como deidades os cree;
pero, al ver vuestra beldad,
como halla más que creer,
se excusa del ignorar.
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Enigmas
¿Cuál es aquella homicida
que, piadosamente ingrata,
siempre, en cuanto vive, mata
y muere cuando da vida?
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imagen del hechizo que más quiero, bella ilusión por quien alegre muero, dulce ficción por quien penosa vivo.
sirve mi pecho de obediente acero, ¿para qué me enamoras lisonjero, si has de burlarme luego fugitivo?
de que triunfa de mí tu tiranía; que aunque dejas burlado el lazo estrecho
poco importa burlar brazos y pecho si te labra prisión mi fantasía.
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image of the charm that I love the most, for whom I joyfully die, fair illusion, for whom I heavy exist, dulcet fiction .
to the magnet of your graces, attractive, what for are you courting me, flattering, if you will circumvent me then fugitive?
That your tiranny is triumphing over me: even if you’re leaving the tight loop eluded
it doesn’t matter to elude arms and chest if my fantasy is carving to you a prison.
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llegasteis al extremo que pudo en vuestro ser verificar el serlo.
mas no todo, pues creo que aun a costa es de todo barato el escarmiento.
los gustos lisonjeros: que está un escarmentado muy remoto del riesgro.
me sirve de consuelo; que también es alivio el no buscar remedio.
los alivios encuentro: pues si perdi el tesoro, también se perdió el miedo.
me sirve de sosiego; que no teme ladrones, desnudo, el pasajero.
tenerla por bien quiero: que luego será daño si por tal la poseo.
de bienes tan inciertos, sino tener el alma como que no la tengo.
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this is the bitter end, this proves you're rightly called the end of illusion.
yet no, losing all is not paying too dear for being undeceived.
the allurements of love, for one undeceived has no risk left to run.
to be expecting none: there's relief to be found in seeking no cure.
I find assuagement: having lost the treasure, I've nothing to fear.
brings peace of mind: one traveling without funds need not fear thieves.
for me is no boon: if I hold it such, it will soon be my bane.
over boons so uncertain: I will own my very soul as if it were not mine.
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a la mujer sin razón, sin ver que sois la ocasión de lo mismo que culpáis.
solicitáis su desdén, ¿por qué queréis que obren bien si las incitáis al mal?
y luego con gravedad decís que fue liviandad lo que hizo la diligencia.
de vuestro parecer loco al niño que pone el coco y luego le tiene miedo.
hallar a la que buscáis, para pretendida, Tais, y en la posesión, Lucrecia.
que el que, falto de consejo, él mismo empaña el espejo y siente que no esté claro?
tenéis condición igual, quejándoos, si os tratan mal, burlándoos, si os quieren bien.
pues la que más se recata, si no os admite, es ingrata, y si os admite, es liviana.
que con desigual nivel a una culpáis por cruel y a otra por fácil culpáis.
la que vuestro amor pretende, si la que es ingrata ofende y la que es fácil enfada?
que vuestro gusto refiere, bien haya la que no os quiere y queja enhorabuena.
a sus libertades alas y después de hacerlas malas las queréis hallar muy buenas.
en una pasión errada: la que cae de rogada o el que ruega de caído?
aunque cualquiera mal haga: la que peca por la paga o el que paga por pecar?
de la culpa que tenéis? Queredlas cual las hacéis o hacedlas cual las buscáis.
y después con más razón acusaréis la afición de la que os fuere a rogar.
que lidia vuestra arrogancia, pues en promesa e instancia juntáis diablo, carne y mundo.
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the guilt on women, not seeing you’re the cause of the very thing you blame;
with measureless desire why wish they well behave if you incite to ill.
then, weightily, you say it was their lightness when it was your guile.
you act just like a child who plays the bogeyman of which he’s then afraid.
you hope to find a Thais in her you court, but a Lucretia when you’ve possessed her.
than his who mists a mirror and then complains that it’s not clear.
you hold in equal state, if they mistreat, you complain, you mock if they treat you well.
the most modest is ungrateful if she refuses to admit you; yet if she does, she’s loose.
your censure is unfair; one you blame for cruelty the other for being easy.
who offends when she’s ungrateful and wearies when compliant?
that your pleasure tells good luck to her who doesn’t love you and you go on and complain.
to women’s liberty: and having made them bad, you want to find them good.
the greater blame in passion? She who, solicited, falls, or he who, fallen, pleads?
though either should do wrong? She who sins for pay or he who pays to sin?
that is of your own doing? Have them as you make them or make them what you will.
and then, with greater cause, you can blame the passion of her who comes to court?
that fights with many weapons since in promise and insistence you join world, flesh and devil.
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te ostentas presuntuosa de grana y carmín bañada: campa lozana y gustosa; pero no, que siendo hermosa también serás desdichada.
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bravely you vaunt thyself in crimson and carmine bathed: displayed in rich and growing state. But no: as precious as thou may seem, Not happy soon thou shall be
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