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Ave atque vale

I sat on the edge of the bed

and held his hand it was dry

and cold I squeezed the hand

but of course there was no re-

sponse they had dressed him

in one of his Scottish tweed

suits with the deer’s-horn

buttons on the side pockets

and put on the Princeton

(orange and black) tie I

had come to say goodbye I

was crying but suddenly my

sadness had changed to resent-

ment even to anger almost

to hatred why are you de-

serting me how dare you

leave me in my rage I

pulled up his shoulders

and shook him as hard as

I could I raised him

further and banged his head

against the pillow I want-

ed to make him open his eyes

how can you abandon me you

the one who loved me most.

O Best of All Nights, Return and Return Again

How she let her long hair down over her shoulders, making a love cave around her face. Return and return again.

How when the lamplight was lowered she pressed against him, twining her fingers in his. Return and return again.

How their legs swam together like dolphins and their toes played like little tunnies. Return and return again.

How she sat beside him cross-legged, telling him stories of her childhood. Return and return again.

How she closed her eyes when his were open, how they breathed together, breathing each other. Return and return again.

How they fell into slumber, their bodies curled together like two spoons. Return and return again.

How they went together to Otherwhere, the fairest land they had ever seen. Return and return again.

O best of all nights, return and return again.